The continuous cycle of break-ups and reconciliation and feeling like a gypsy, or a bird not knowing where my home is, (I own a house, but that doesn’t mean I have a home) has been making me feel physically ill as of late. I get confused sometimes. Today I was convinced I may have cancer,[…]
Today I woke up with energy and purpose. I thought I’d clean for a little bit, then I ended up cleaning all of the day time. Now to work through the night. All in all a good day. It feels good to accomplish.
A lot of people don’t know I suffer from the effects of undiagnosed Lyme disease. I had it for about 3 years before doctors even discovered Lyme. They helped me with many weeks of antibiotics through Intervenous and saved me. Going so long not being properly diagnosed, in that much pain and confusion (the doctors[…]
So…. life. Life, while not perfect, is much better than this time a year ago. I’m getting to spend everyday with Renny, who is my joy. Friends, some family, jobs, credit, and my podcast production company have suffered. Honestly I have lost a lot in my life that made me… me. I was in crisis mode[…]
Jersey Girl is a highly underrated movie. I know that for many people the script of Back To The Future written by Robert Zemeckis and Bob Gale is the go-to example of the perfect script. I can not in any way disagree with that, however, when I’m asked, Jersey Girl written by Kevin Smith is[…]
Parts of my life have been amazing. My daughter, my marriage, and eating iced tea. In my earliest memory I was already out and about the town I grew up in. I remember riding bikes with Tophey Ford and we would buy Iced tea powder packets, full sugar and eat them while riding. It was[…]
As part of the healing process, my thoughts, and events currently can not be made public to not hurt people close to me.
My happiness now comes from seeing my daughter Serenity happy. Things that used to mean so much to me before, now seem almost irrelevant when compared to just making Renny smile. It seems my entire being now completely exists to dad. Seeing Ren have “The Best Christmas Ever!” really did make me happy. I am[…]