Better than (then) most

  Utterly alone Not free to find love. I have what’s important. I am not. I have a lead! Come home now You are not free For fuck’s sake, it’s fucking three. What happened? Why the talk? You don’t need to know. That’s for you to never find out You aren’t important to me You[…]

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Today was a day of discovery, realization, and acceptance.  What does one feel when one knows he’s just a cog? Unimportant, replaceable, not special.  It’s all worth it. Keep going my friend. 

Glitch

Why are the birds chirping at night? Why is everything not quite right? My vision has been blurry. Should I worry? Things that once bothered me I take in stride. Am I here inside? All things seem on hold. Am I Getting old? Smooth legs and Doctor Who. Yet nothing to really to do. My[…]

FMV Gaming

From TOTLB.com Star Trek Borg is my favorite FMV (full motion video) game and is available absolutely for free download here because it’s old and considered obsolete. I don’t think it is, and here is why. As a child, I loved to read choose your own adventure books. I think mostly because I was lazy and somehow[…]

The next chapter 

The continuous cycle of break-ups and reconciliation and feeling like a gypsy, or a bird not knowing where my home is, (I own a house, but that doesn’t mean I have a home) has been making me feel physically ill as of late. I get confused sometimes. Today I was convinced I may have cancer,[…]

Spring Cleaning 

Today I woke up with energy and purpose. I thought I’d clean for a little bit, then I ended up cleaning all of the day time. Now to work through the night. All in all a good day. It feels good to accomplish.