Seven years

According to researchers, the body replaces itself with a largely new set of cells every seven years to 10 years, and some of our most important parts are revamped even more rapidly. [sources: Stanford University, Northrup]. Random thoughts about the now… While a lot of us are physically different from normal cell replenishment, some pieces[…]

Working on the 100

2001: A Space Odyssey (1968) 42nd Street (1933) The 400 Blows (1959, Fr.) (aka Les Quatre Cents Coups) All About Eve (1950) Annie Hall (1977) Ashes and Diamonds (1958, Poland) L’Atalante (1934, Fr.) The Bank Dick (1940) The Battleship Potemkin (1925, Soviet Union) The Birth Of A Nation (1915) Blow-Up (1966, UK) Bonnie And Clyde[…]

Renny, year zero

Wow. Serenity is five today. Five trips around the sun culminating with a solar eclipse. What started out as an idea has become a person. One of the last things my dad did was try to convince me how fulfilling getting married and having a child was. Him and I spent many of nights talking,[…]

I love.

Life is to be enjoyed. If you can only see the negative in life, you are focused on the wrong things. Life is an amazing chemical reaction that we are just now beginning to comprehend. Sure it’s like Ronnie says, it’s like if you take Kool-Aid (powder) and add water you have Kool-Aid, yes. Why[…]

Better than (then) most

  Utterly alone Not free to find love. I have what’s important. I am not. I have a lead! Come home now You are not free For fuck’s sake, it’s fucking three. What happened? Why the talk? You don’t need to know. That’s for you to never find out You aren’t important to me You[…]


Today was a day of discovery, realization, and acceptance.  What does one feel when one knows he’s just a cog? Unimportant, replaceable, not special.  It’s all worth it. Keep going my friend.